| Just another manic Monday |
[Oct. 4th, 2005|10:21 am] |
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Hello to all! Hey whats up! Yeah, man i REALLY did not want to come to school today. I heard my alarm and pressed snooze for like 30 minutes then jumped out of bed realizing that i was late. lol. Im INCREDIBLY tired. Saturday night was CRAZY.......my "friend" roxana came down for the weekend from long beach and we went clubbin. Like i didnt get home until 2 in the morning. but it was ok cause my mom was gone and frankenstein (frank) is cool with that kinda stuff usually. he actually realizes that im 18 and can take care of myself. but her friend is over 21 and got us alcohol. lol. Yeah, it was so much fun though. We went to the Whiskey a go-go. jennifer you and me should go out one night...if your parents let you. And sunday i had a major hangover all day....so that was fun. yeah, life is treatin me good now...ive had some rough weather, but its clearin up now. Stormy skies are currently subsiding. Well, i gota go get my english hmk done...
peace out... |
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| MY DEAR SWEET MOTHER |
[Sep. 22nd, 2005|10:23 am] |
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I'm so pissed off right now. Like hardcore. My mother and i got in a HUGE fight over my "negative attitude"...which basically means that she feels like she cant control me anymore...i wont just roll over and do whatever the fuck she says anymore...shes used to like having complete control over EVERY SINGLE THING THAT I DO.....my mother is crazy...she locked me out of the house one time because i forgot my keys...she has some mental problems i think and she was screaming at me at the top of her lungs yesterday that i DO WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT WHENEVER THE FUCK I WANT....and that couldnt be farther from the truth. just because i left the house to GET AWAY FROM HER....doesnt mean that i do anything i please...i let her live my life for 18 years and now that i am rebelling....SHE IS SCARED...and she is trying to control me right now with grounding me...but im just gonna not go home anymore...i hate that bitch.
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| STOP FEELING STUPID |
[Sep. 20th, 2005|11:10 am] |
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Hello Dear Journal! Well I am currently sitting in the TLC lab right now. I love how I never come in here unless I'm forced. lol. Yeah, just got my 2nd draft stamped and I'm printing out my final draft of my Reality Tv essay. You know what? I am really stupid. Like seriously really stupid. I feel so much better after talking to jennifer (who by the way is great on advice). I was like really obsessed with Kyle for like 2 weeks. I even totally made myself look like a desparate 5th grader writing him a letter saying "i like you" and afterwards i felt so stupid. but now i realize that it doesnt really matter because he is perfectly happy being single right now anyways and doesnt do girlfriends. And maybe i should be perfectly happy being single too. Who says that i "have" to have a boyfriend right now. Im young...i can play....but yeah...i do feel better right now and sane!!! lol. I hate when you like somebody and you totally lose your sense of self. God i hate that. But you cant help it sometimes. Well, on to other subjects rather than "boys", jennifer....i had a great time friday and we should totally hang out again....we could have a sleepover at my house whenever....my parents dont mind...order pizza...rent scary movies...lol....i love sleepovers dude.... Oh! and i was like incredibly sick this weekend. That was loads of fun. Being chained to my couch. But im better now (im really high on pain killers but im doin fine)...well there is always a time for a good journal entry to end and i think this is my time....
au revoir,
maria
**im glad you had fun on friday jennifer...i wanna hear details!!! |
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| TIRED OF ANALYZING!!! |
[Sep. 16th, 2005|11:29 am] |
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I AM SO TIRED OF ANALYZING. I feel like a psycho girl wondering what every little thing with Kyle means. "did he just move towards me" "is he looking at me through the corner of his eye"? lol....i mean "did he not come to class cause he didnt want to be around me"..and then i realize that we barely know each other and i am being a psychopath. but today i get to see him!!! woo-hoo! i had a dream about him. I dreamt that he and i were in our history class but then this like really hot guy walks in and kyle and this super cool guy start to make out and then while they are making out we are having a test and i dont know ANY of the answers so i cheat off of kyle's quiz (which is miraculously done while he was gettin busy) and then i get caught and sent to the dean's office where i get expelled from school. then i wake up. What the Fuck?? Maybe hes gay? maybe i will cheat in the near future and get caught and expelled? i dunno....whatever it is...dreams can screw with your head. but on to a brighter note, i met this guy, eric, on the bus today. he was cute, but 23 YEARS OLD....he is experienced and already lived for like 5 more years than me...i dont know if i see a possible hookup in the near future but, but i gave him my number. i just wanna get laid. Ive waited long enough...TIRED OF BEING PURE.....well i gota go study for a history test. but peace out whoever reads this.... |
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| Guy problems...as usual!! |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|07:49 pm] |
Guys suck. i dont know..it seems like i can never tell what they are thinking. Like i really like this guy kyle. He is so friggin hott. I mean really cute. And I NEVER gush over guys. Not my style. But he really is the cat's meow. lol. But like we only see each other twice a week because its a monday, wednesday class for an hour and 20 mins! thats nothing. we never have time to talk and my teacher drones on and on and on and on and on AND ON all friggin period...and then we say "bye". and thats it. But i can tell that we both want to say more...but like UGH!! frustrating. And i just need to get up the damn courage to ask him out. But im new at this..im used to the guy (or girl) asking me out. I have never been the one to do it. So, yeah thats my dilemma. And its not just guys, i have the same problem with girls. I am so scared of being rejected that i would rather do nothing. I really need to get over this. Anyways, on to a happier note, life is good. My humanities class is hard, but other than that and this boy i like, life is good. College is fun...like jen said...alot funner than high school. I hated high school with a passion..it just wasnt for me. Too many bars and restrictions. Well, i gota go study, but ill make another entry soon...
peace and love |
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| My very first entry |
[Sep. 8th, 2004|02:21 pm] |
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Ok!! so my name is maria morrison and this is my very first entry at livejournal.com. This site was reccomended to me by a friend. jennifer walton. She also has a livejournal account. Well duh,f course she does if she reccomended this to me. ok, so where to begin. im incredibly bored right now because my english class was just cancelled and i have nothing to do for like two straight hours. So i decided to go online and make my very first entry. i was just wandering...how skinny do models have to be? because im tall...and everybody keeps telling me that i should give it a shot..what have i got to lose..so maybe i will try it...but im not very pretty...or skinny!! lol. Models have to weigh like 125 if your 5-11 like me. Thats ridiculous. I would have to completely stop eating..entirely. i would have to lose like 20 pounds. lol. bye bye twinkies..Well, there goes that dream. i love food too much to give it up. i am trying to get a job too. i have been looking and looking but nobody seems to want to hire me. Everybody wants people with "experience"...well how am i supposed to get "experience"if nobody will hire me??? This library is sooo cool. it has two stories and has comfy chairs. my library at van nuys was so friggin crappy. they watched what you did on the computer..no email..no im..no nothing that wasnt educational. well that will be all for this journal entry...tata till next time... |
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